YTuesday, December 13, 2005
Watched SAWII wit some fren of mine at cathay and chilled and then shopped @ ZARA..
[just thot i'd call him tis way to get back at him..sucker!]
Anyhows, i learnt from the movie that we should treasure our life and live as if it is our last.
Despite the Gory-ness..the message that the movie brought across was meaningful to me.. Cuz i believe that some people just dun treasure every moment and every inch of life that has been given to them. SOME people like me who always wanted to take the easy way out.
Thankfully, He brought me close to "some fren of mine" who somehow brightened my once dull life wit his simplicity, genuine sincerity and belief in Him.
I now know the meaning of life and how much i'd be missing if i were to really let it happen to me..if i were to really O/D myself and cut myself deep and bang my head real hard on the corners of the wall..
"some fren of mine" was somehow there each time..to bring me back to my senses..to remind me that i am not alone..that i have someone to rely on..i gez he's unaware of how greatful i am to have him around to bite and tease and also be comfortable and secured with.
[now u noe]
the last thing i want is to LOSE someone like him..someone who had finally woke me up from my nightmare and brought me back to wer i belong..
and the amazing beauty of it all is him not realising what he has done..
[i bet u'd be shocked upon reading tis]
i'm not sure if he's gona read tis tho..but even if he does i tink he wun tell..
ER i want you to noe that u've enlightened me with all the beauty in living and i thank you for putting up wit my shytz so far..
I also want u to know that you are special although u suck in speaking French and in "generalising" things..hehe.Remember that.
~tis is my tribute to you~
[HAha..i duno y the f*** im gettin all e-mo but heck..tis is wat i wana tell everyone]
_callous_ was here with you at
